It is time for me to educate myself about Systemic Juvenile Idopathic Arthritis…What do I know, what can I handle, how much I don’t know or where to look. Right now – all I would like to do is be sad, I’m not ready to mobilize yet. I see/read of all these families the mobilize around their sick child and pull it together and do the extraordinary…BUT I HAVE FOUR CHILDREN! It isn’t fair…but as Scar said…”life’s not fair”