Finding time to journal is proving more difficult, especially as we keep dropping like flies!
Z was really not himself on Saturday – but he is such a sweet and smiley boy (when he isn’t saying “No!”) that sometimes it is easy to forget. All of us, sans Belle, went to Shul. This time the boys were really confused and asking to see their friends, who weren’t there as it was Shul time and not school time – so many positives about Shul/School being in the same building….except this one! They really do feel comfortable and at home in the building, which I love.
We had a surprise for the boys, at about 3ish, their older (biologically 1/2) brother T, his dad C, and stepmom “TT” were coming over to visit. Now before you go and get all concerned, this was a pre-arranged, pre-approved through the HHS system support visit and interaction. And if that wasn’t enough, I knew through my conversations with TT that these were special people. See, I called TT on Friday to let her know that Z had a fever – not to cancel, but let her know as she has a 5ish-month-old baby and I wanted her to make the best decision for her child. Her response – Oh, we aren’t bringing Baby CT, he is staying with his Grandma, this visit is all about T and him getting time to spend with the boys. I knew her heart was in the right place.
They hadn’t seen each other in about six months. It was so beautiful to see the boys with loved ones. We learned so much more about the boys and their history. One important thing we learned is that T (and his parents) were having a real visceral/triggering reaction to calling L – L. While that is his legal first name, and the name we were given when we got them 3 weeks ago, he is a Jr. and he has always, from day one gone by X. So on Saturday afternoon, with the love of his brother and us wanting to do what is best for all these children effected, we began calling L, X.
T is 14, a freshman in HS and such a sweet kid. He and pup took X out to play on the swing-set, and with the balls and other neighborhood friends outside. It gave TT, C, J and I time to talk, get to know each other and understand more of the boys’ history and relationships with family and extended family. It was really important for us, TT and C, for T to know that the boys are safe, loved, well cared for and happy. We ended up waking Z up so he could spend time. While X didn’t need any warming up time and remembered them all, Z being so young and not feeling great needed more warm-up time…but have no fear, by the time they were getting ready to leave a few hours later, hugs and smiles and kisses were being exchanged freely. We promised to make visits possible and share pics, videos, and FaceTime calls with T. TT reported back later that T was relieved and beyond happy that the boys are in a safe place with people and a family who clearly love them. We are over the moon.
Sunday Fun w/Pup (X pronounces Ian)
Sunday was a bit of a juggle as Z was still sick, didn’t sleep well, running a fever and coughing. We hung out most of the day playing, making healthier apple muffins for the boys…they were a big hit, but we didn’t think about the walnuts, so we couldn’t send them to school; they were a stay at home yummy treat. Our big excursion of the day out was taking Pup to stage crew and picking up Bean from the mall…at least it got us out of the house!
Bean got home and proceeded to get sick – not related to the Tamiflu – some sort of stomach bug that really knocked her out. Monday, X went to school, and I had a sick Z and Bean at home. A sick toddler and a sick teen aren’t so different…except I was able to leave Bean home while I took Z to the doctor. Z was diagnosed with Bronchitis type thing – and Amoxicillin brought our sweet non-lethargic Z back to us! Z and I went to target to get Bean the Gatorade, Saltines, and Ginger-ale.
Z hung out with Bean – he seems to like to lay with his hands behind his head when not feeling great it is one of the cutest things. His face wasn’t as happy as this sticker – but you get the picture. X enjoyed his first and what would be his only day of school this week!
Tuesday the boys had a visit with their parents, this time we were late getting there as I had a crabby X, a clingy and Z and a needy Bean to juggle. Their social worker brought them to school after the visit – X was clearly not himself so I kept him with me while Z was happy to be back with his friends.
We got home and X was miserable – he fell asleep standing up – literally – leaning over on his stroller – I took the opportunity to get some cuddle time in!
Wednesday I took Bean to school late, and both boys to Dr. C, X to check for strep as there were a few cases at preschool and Z to check that his lungs were sounding better. Strep test came back negative, and Z’s lungs were sounding better – X, on the other hand, had a fever, and by the time we were done, it was silly to bring Z to school so we all went home.
Thursday morning I had a meeting, so J stayed home with X and they played outside.
He didn’t have a fever any longer, but he came out with a rash. I took him back to Dr. C because I wanted to make sure it wasn’t a strep rash or something worse…if you are counting with me, yes – that is 3 peds trips in 4 days. Now when we get off the elevator they start crying before we get in the door. I was so thrilled that he fell asleep in the car and I was able to transfer him and he slept in the stroller while we waited! Diagnosed with Coxsackie, though it isn’t presenting like it usually does, or how it did with our other kids.
Thankfully I was able to leave Z at school to nap so I didn’t have both of them at the doctor, and I had an easier time keeping them apart so they don’t pass things back and forth! Amalia came to the rescue to help me wrangle the boys and get a much-needed milkshake to calm his throat. But where a dull moment might have come in – fear not, it didn’t. Thursday night Cooper was acting funny. Vomiting and staying in a downward dog pose for a long time….so after a quick cell call to our friend/vet J and Bean took Cooper to the doggy ER. We didn’t have dogs when we had toddlers…it is VERY different. Trying to get out of the house without letting the dogs out, the boys feeding the pups table food which we NEVER do. Having food around in places we usually don’t (ie their backpacks that are kept in the entryway corridor). We are sure he ate something or many things he shouldn’t have! Three plus hours, blood work and fluid pouch later they were home and Coopie is on the mend.
We love the way Z sleeps with his tush up and his ankles crossed! They are so sweet when they sleep!